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[Jan. 21st, 2005|06:20 pm] |
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holy crap im sucha loser. its been like a year since i've updated... i hate how u can read all the other entries cause then ur like wow that was stupid... ANYWAY, zach asked me out today. oh wait me and chris broke up last thursday for the FIFTH time. im pretty sure its over, he thinks im immature then he dumps me for an eighth grader!! dang. yeah well today after school zach (gosh i really hope thats how u spell it) came up to me in person and asked me out...that was the first time some1's actually done it in person *kudos 2 u* i dont really have anything to say cause other then that today was boring. i hope i can go to the movies with him or somethin this weekend but how can i call when i dont have a phone!! gosh it sux so bad. yeah well i hope i find a way too. i can go to the mall when i turn 15 (dont laugh!) but its wednesday so im very happy. umm yeah well later pplz. |
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[Nov. 5th, 2004|09:14 pm] |
Man i really suck at this thing! lol its been a looong time, but its not my fault! we have not had internet connection since we moved and my dad's computer is finally fixed. sOoOo uhhh what has been happening...uhh CHRIS FINALLY ASKED ME OUT! yeay but then he had to go and light some1 on fire and not come to the LAST football game and i was very lonely. cept for renee and ireney and destinee and jordan and okay yeah so i had fun, but i thought about him the whooooooooollllleeeee time :-D oh yeah i got a perm! hehe idk if i like it. its weird and uhh curly and smells like chemicals cause i can't wash them out for 24 hours and i think im going to puke if i hear tracy throw up one more time! stupid morning sickness. i can't believe she's pregnant its so weird im not and only child anymore! my grandma and grandpa split up! its so weird they spent 35 years together and now they hate each other :-p she moved to pennslyvania and now my mom has to cook for thanksgiving! ahhhh. were probably gonna end up eating tofurkey or somethin *haha renee im comin to ur house!!* its way to early 2 b typing :-P im gonna go make sum breakfast. lata crackers! hehe
Things I'll Never Say/Avril Lavinge
I’m tugging at my hair
I’m pulling at my clothes
I’m trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
I’m staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
I’m searching for the words inside my head
’coz I’m feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
’coz I know you’re worth it...you’re worth it...yeah
If I could say what I want to say
I’d say I want to blow you...away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down...on one knee
Marry me today!
Guess I’m wishing my life away...
With these things I’ll never say
It don’t do me any good
It’s just a waste of time
What use is it to you, what’s on my mind?
If it ain’t comin’ out
We’re not goin’ anywhere
So why can’t I just tell you that I care?
’coz I’m feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
’coz I know you’re worth it...you’re worth it...yeah
If I could say what I want to say
I’d say I want to blow you away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down on one knee
Marry me today!
Guess I’m wishing my life away...
With these things I’ll never say
What’s wrong?
With my song?
These words keep slippin’ away...
I stutter...i stumble
Like I’ve got nothin’ to sa-ay...
’coz I’m feelin’ nervous
Tryin’ to be so perfect
’coz I know you’re worth it...you’re worth it...yeah
Da da da da da da da da da...
Da da da da da da da da da...
Guess I’m wishing my life away
With these things I’ll never say
If I could say what I want to say
I’d say I want to blow you away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I’m wishing my life away
With these things I’ll never say
With these things I’ll never sa-ay |
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[Oct. 19th, 2004|05:11 pm] |
woohoo im finally in with all the other cool kids that have live journals! Mikey u r awesome MUCHO GRACIAS. oh and for u ppl that cant figure it out my s/n thingy is like say that u love me but it wouldn't fit and mikey made it so i can't complain...k so what to write...uhh well im moving. if ur reading this u should've already have known that. its weird to put like all ur "diary" stuff out there for any old person to read...but whatever. Not much drama today, very unusual. Well actually after school i saw daniel (a.k.a. fucker haha destinee) and he was hugging this girl and it brought back sOoOo many emotions. i try to block them out cause i hate him so much but its hard to just cut off ur emotions for some1 when u've been so close to them ya know? not to mention the girl was like one of my friends, that made it worse =O UGH I HATE HIM! okay im done now... nothing else really happened today, i didn't get in trouble thats a good thing. i stole mikeys sweatshirt hehe :-D i dont think black is my color though?? im laying on the floor cause all our shit's packed and my arms r starting to fall asleep. so im gonna go
This song kinda reminds me of last summer (except for the loyalty part :-/ oops). its a good song. u should listen to it :-)
I still recall / every summer night / like it was yesterday.
The time could never end / and my friends were family.
Nothing mattered more / then the loyalty we had.
Now I'm a world away from everything we shared.
I had something better waiting ahead.
I try to take control of my heart.
I had something better,
But i'll tear it down and I'll tape it up by my own design.
I fall.
Bring back the days.
Three story parking lot.
The air is never dry.
As the city falls asleep / days bleed into the night.
The table set the stage / for a life of memories,
But I'm a world away from everything.
I fall apart as time passes by.
I fall apart but the memories never die.
I still recall every summer night.
It seems like yesterday,
But I'm still a world away
-Story of the year/page avenue |
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